Thursday, November 19, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Since I'm in the exam mood, I shall shed some light on what I'm reading. Lots of studies on sexual offenders, criminal offenders, child abusers, rapists, psychopaths, and the MDOs (mentally disordered offenders).
One thing that pisses me as I read through is child abusers. What in the world would posses a human being to even touch a child in a wrong way. And most of the time, child abusers consists of people whom the child trusts and looks up to. How can the child live a day any longer when s/he knows that the people whom s/he looks for protection may end up being the ones who hurt them the most.
Life isn't fair.
Life is so not fair.
Not for those young ones. Not for their future. Yes, some of them turn out alright but most of them live a life in a dark cage, never trusting again, never loving again. Just imagine if it happen to your own kids, nephews, nieces, or even your younger siblings.
How could this happen?
Sigh.
God,
I don't know why You allow such things to happen,
And I will never know the answer.
But I know that You will provide for those in grieve,
And trade a crown of beauty instead of ashes,
And everlasting joy will be theirs,
Those little ones who cries out to every night,
When a hand or object hits them,
With pain that is much more than they can bear,
Everlasting joy will be theirs.
Everlasting joy.
One thing that pisses me as I read through is child abusers. What in the world would posses a human being to even touch a child in a wrong way. And most of the time, child abusers consists of people whom the child trusts and looks up to. How can the child live a day any longer when s/he knows that the people whom s/he looks for protection may end up being the ones who hurt them the most.
Life isn't fair.
Life is so not fair.
Not for those young ones. Not for their future. Yes, some of them turn out alright but most of them live a life in a dark cage, never trusting again, never loving again. Just imagine if it happen to your own kids, nephews, nieces, or even your younger siblings.
How could this happen?
Sigh.
God,
I don't know why You allow such things to happen,
And I will never know the answer.
But I know that You will provide for those in grieve,
And trade a crown of beauty instead of ashes,
And everlasting joy will be theirs,
Those little ones who cries out to every night,
When a hand or object hits them,
With pain that is much more than they can bear,
Everlasting joy will be theirs.
Everlasting joy.
By far, this is the worse exam timetable I've ever got. Two weeks break before my last paper is seriously plain torture. Let it be over already!! Bah.
On the bright side, time is passing at a right pace since I've got much to read. Oh well. Sometimes I wonder is it worth it just to get a piece of high class paper with some fancy writing which costs tonnes of money.
The process is suppose to be worthwhile but at the moment I don't see much of an impact. Maybe 10-20 odd years down the road I would see the use of it. But for now, let me dwell in the demeaning side of it. I shall look to the bright side once my paper finishes in less than 19 hours time. Bah.
On the bright side, time is passing at a right pace since I've got much to read. Oh well. Sometimes I wonder is it worth it just to get a piece of high class paper with some fancy writing which costs tonnes of money.
The process is suppose to be worthwhile but at the moment I don't see much of an impact. Maybe 10-20 odd years down the road I would see the use of it. But for now, let me dwell in the demeaning side of it. I shall look to the bright side once my paper finishes in less than 19 hours time. Bah.
That's what I'm feeling now. Held captive by myself yet I know I am free in Christ. So why stuck at this stage of captivity?
I remember watching Prison Break season 4, T-Bag's tag line: "The Captivity of Negativity". How through it is. We are our own prisoners. We set the limits and boundaries which charts the course of our lives and sometimes, it frustrates us because we're not free to do as we please, as we want to without any hindrance or restrain. This frustration that we carry sometimes affects how we treat others as well. Not to say that we treat others in a horrendous way but definitely in a not-so-nice way. I suppose every one of us would have done that every now and then. I know I do. And then of course, a chain reaction would definitely appear which may result mostly in the negative region.
The captivity of negativity.
It's a bad cycle.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
The world is at a constant speed,
Where it evolves at a pace that is ever increasing.
Time is of essence and once lost,
Never to return again.
One possible danger of the exhilaration is that,
People fail to accept the change.
Changes in material accessories, values of society,
And even people around them including themselves.
Where it evolves at a pace that is ever increasing.
Time is of essence and once lost,
Never to return again.
One possible danger of the exhilaration is that,
People fail to accept the change.
Changes in material accessories, values of society,
And even people around them including themselves.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
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